Damn You

You were never totally mine

There was always someone else

You were never with me

Even  if it's just the two of us

Your eyes never ever fixed on me

There were always those bitches out there

You can never keep yourself 

From flirting with any pretty girl around

But you deny it

I know you know that I know about it

but you don't care

Did you ever really love me?

Or is it just a lovely thought?

Maybe the latter coz I am

just for display

A thing to you and nothing else

I'm just a toy you don't want to lose

You have a way of making me do bad things

and convince me that it's alright

I was a fool to act like a toy

I was so stupid to be so blind

I was so insane not to see through it all

I was so dumb not to have realized it right away

You have hurt me so

but still I want to thank you

I've learned so many things from you

One is not to fall for nice guys who are demons deep inside

And I only have one thing left to say 

Damn You!

Catastrophic Love

It started out so nice
As the pale moon was smiling
Upon two beings joined by fate
Unknown to them as they watched
the stars above

As the night grows deeper, the truth
slowly sank in and both realized
There was a mystical force
Binding them as one

With hands held together, they
accepted what fate has decided
Warmth of Happiness glowed in
each other's heart
Love was felt and it was real

Time went by so swiftly
Days became weeks
Weeks became months
Two years passed since then
And the two lovers are still together
But things have changed...

Love was no longer there
They were both just pretending
Hoping that they'd feel what they felt
that night under the stars once again
But it never came..

Small arguments became big fights
Eating there happiness away
Too many tears have been shed
Too many sleepless nights

A day finally came when
Holding on was too much pain
They let go of each others grasp
And put an end to
Their Catastrophic Love